Months and months go by tracking absolutely every single thing timing ovulation perfectly and still no bfp... I have like my mind strongly believing  that I will never see two lines and I love all my glow family and feel so happy when they get their miracles but also the jealousy part takes over. Like why?? Why is my body not allowing me to get pregnant. Been to doctors and they won't be able to run tests or do anything until February but what kind of stress and embarrassment that is to have to drag my fiancé through? I pray and pray for a bfp, trick my body into thinking I'm pregnant every month. My friends think I'm a joke when I send them faint line pregnancy tests and tell me it's all in my head....  I just want my baby 😔😔😔