being the bigger person

Brandi 🧜🏼‍♀️🍍🦄 • momma to my first born Carter 7/3/11 • bonus momma to 2 more boys Stephen & JJ • momma to an angel baby 3/3/16 • and momma to my rainbow baby Aria 11/29/17 •
why does being the bigger person always suck so badly! 
i find myself apologizing even when i feel like i've done nothing wrong just to avoid a fight, or argument.. am i the only one who does this?? should i not be doing this? i just hate confrontation so much! so i usually would do just about anything to avoid it! 😩