Going through the stages of grief. Can barely sleep with my newborn baby she's 10 days old and thank god I have my mom. My daughter gave me the strength to move on. He may have given us an std. I am so scared he had sex with someone 3 weeks before our daughter was due. I had no idea until afterwards, I am so scared I will never forgive this asshole. I'm so glad I'm out of that situation we almost moved back in with each other thank god I was able to cancel the application process.

How could he even look at me after that? I kept asking these questions but it's because he has no heart he's a drug and sex addict and I stayed for too long. I pray to God now every night to help me heal and move on and be strong for my baby. I know I will come out of this stronger than ever.