ugh :/

Everyone posts such happy things on this. I just feel that I need to vent a little. I've had quite a few boyfriends and I've gotten attached to so many of them but for some reason I can never seem to hold on to one. I'm still young and I know my person is out there, but I see all these people my age in relationships and the couples are just head over heels for eachother. And I've never had a guy really feel that way about me. I just don't see why I can't have something like that. I know what type of guy I want and what I want in a relationship. I'm not trying to rush or anything but I just don't know what I'm doing wrong