Can I just rant

Sorry for being so "first world problems-y" like I really don't want anyone feeling bad for me Obviously I just need to rant and maybe someone can relate and possibly give me some pointers.

I've been practically on my own since I was 14. I'm 19 now. I haven't been fortunate when it comes to jobs because I don't have my license or a car or anything and I've never had a stable place to live. I've gone to homeless shelters and it never works out. I'm not some irresponsible delinquent who just doesn't try at all to make something of myself. I do try and I know eventually I'll get somewhere but goodness have things been stressful. I just want to have a place to stay while I save up as much money as possible, get a car, and leave the state to find a job somewhere else. I just recently got my state id and I only have a paper copy of my ss card so that's been holding me back when it comes to getting a job. I'm actually supposed to be starting two jobs soon, walking to one and I might have a ride to the other. It just temporary though bc who I'm staying with right now is moving in six months so I have to find somewhere else fast. I have a bf (once my fiance) I lived with him but we wanted to take it slower and work for ourselves until we can figure something else out together. Of course nothing is set in stone and it's best to have a back up plan instead of only relying on the plans he and I have. He is older but still is getting his life together as well. I just wish things weren't so complicated.. I have a long road ahead of me and I'll work as hard as I have to. Its just the sacrifices I've had to make plus having to be an adult at 14 isn't easy. You'd think I'd be somewhere by now after five years of doing this but I'm just getting started.