annoyed and disheartened

Nicola • New to this, don`t know what the abbreviated texts mean if anyone can enlighten me please :) x
So today I had my first meeting with an infertility specialist after waiting 2 years for the appointment, she told me I have to lose at least 8stone (115lbs) before she will even consider dealing with me or even prescribing me an aspirin, how can she sleep at night shattering my heart like that? I've already made a start on my weight loss. I lost 16lbs in 3 weeks on my own and I will continue to do better and battle infertility on my own! It doesn't mean she didn't hurt me today with her heartless manner and attitude towards a very sore subject 😢 wish I didn't live in Ireland as it seems to have the worst healthcare in the world when it comes to fertility/infertility 😢