So there's this guy that I dated when I was 14 (16 now) he's always had a special spot in my heart and it never goes away. Whenever we talk or se each other it's always flirty and it's like there's chemistry between us. We can never just have a normal convo. I don't want a relationship but i want him bad, should I agree to just friends with benefits? But I know I'll fall for him harder. He's also openly said to me he has always liked me and it won't change. Thoughts?