Encouragement.

I made an appointment tomorrow to talk with my doctor about possibly having post partum depression and I feel like such a failure of a mom already. My baby is 6 weeks old today and I love her to pieces but I feel like I don't have a connection with her at all. I feel horrible about it and I don't know what I expected to feel like but I feel like a terrible mother. When I made the appointment I felt so ashamed and embarrassed and even worse then I felt before. Some words of encouragement from those who've been in my shoes would be helpful.