I am depressed and bipolar! I have yet to see a doc for it, I don't wanna be put on pill's because I was addicted to pill's before I had kid's and when I got pregnant with my first I got myself clean. I have been told you can get addicted to depression pill's and I don't want that! My bfs mom smoke's weed alot and I was thinking of trying it one time to see if it would help me be... Happier. He said he wanted to cry when I told him I was gonna try it. I feel bad, but he doesn't feel bad if he does something I don't like! I just talked to him and asked him why he's so against it and he said he isn't against it he just doesn't think i need to help which caused me cry because he is so blind and in denial. I have told him so many time's I am bipolar, suicidal and depressed which is why he is putting me on his insurance so I can see a good doc and get the help. but he doesn't seem to care Idk what to do!