Okay so 1 year ago I weight about 260 n I drop to 199 and i feel like ATM I don't wanna eat a lot i m getting really depress about my self again . My man tells me I need to work out it's good for me I said yeah I no but sometimes when we get into fights it hurts he says mean things my man really good looking n he's got a nice body he can grab any girl but he choose to stay with me because he never met a girl so loyal n real. He says I'm different but sometimes words hurt really bad and it's getting to me . And I'm not the hotties girl and when I look at other girls I just wanna me really skinnny like them I have boobs n ass but I have a little tummy I'm chubby not fat but I no if I lost all my weight I be slaying it . But I feel depress about my self like I never lost weight if I was 260 again he would never dated me I told him .