Kids with different daddies???

I would have never dreamed that I would be the woman with two kids and both have different daddies. I've always wanted a huge family with one man who would be my husband and father to all of my kids but unfortunately it's not like that. My first child's father was my college sweetheart. I was good to him, but I guess not good enough, because he disappeared off the earth the same day I announced to him I was expecting. He blocked me from all social media, changed his number, and moved. Being that he had no family in the area we went to college (all of his family lived 4 states away from us) i had never met anyone and so I didnt have any contact info to reach out to his family. I never heard from him again until two weeks after our daughter was born only to find out that the reason he disappeared was because he had a girlfriend back home (they had been together for years) and she was also pregnant from him and her baby was 4 months older than our baby! I had never picked up on any signs that he had someone else. No text messages, no calls, no nothing when we were together. He always gave me his undivided attention. After our daughter turnt 3 months old I met my husband. He had just came out of bad break up with his kids mother and my babydaddy was no longer in the picture so long story short...we ended up getting married after 7 months of dating. We had a lot in common, we talked everyday all day, any free time we had we spent together and I had finally found my match so I thought. Well he ended up walking out a few weeks after I told him I was pregnant. He stated he wasn't happy and wanted a divorce. I was shocked , devastated, and hurt because I thought he was the one and we had been really praying for this rainbow baby after 8 months of trying. So here I am two months pregnant and no husband. So far I haven't seen any divorce papers so I'm thinking that maybe he is waiting until tax time to take me to court. Either way we haven't spoken or seen each other and if we have spoken then the conversations have been really hostile. I'm just tired of men walking out of life for no reason. I'm tired of having to go through my pregnancies alone, and I'm tired of ppl saying "another baby,  another daddy?" I'm just tired...how do you feel about your kids all having different daddies???