right now, I'm broken

Kelsey
The man that I've spent the last 9 years of my life sleeping next to every night, have three kids with a house 2 dogs and a cat told me today that if it weren't for having kids with me, he would have never stayed around. 
I'm broken. 
Every night was a lie. 
Every fight was pointless.
Every I love you was nothing.
Every time he said he wanted me, was just for sex. 
I revolved my entire life around this man and he never wanted me. He never wanted us. 
I'm a stay at home mom, I'm pregnant with our third boy, due in 5 weeks. I have no way to support my kids. I have no way to pay for my vehicle, he was the financial role, that's how he wanted it. And now I have nothing. 
I don't know what to do. 
I'm so angry! I'm so sad! I just ..... I'm broken.