I feel like I'm about to completely lose it 😞😣

My husband and I (35) are having our second IUI procedure next week. We have been TTC #1 for over a year. I feel like if this one is not successful, I might completely lose my mind 😣 I feel like sometimes I am on the verge of a break down. I really try to not let it stress me out so much but this is my life and this has been my dream for as long as I can remember. My desire to start a family is so incredibly strong and this process is sucking all the joy out of it for me 😞😢