I'm 35wks n 2 days. My lil boy will be here soon n it's been heart breaking going through my first pregnancy alone. My lil man's dad hasn't been apart of it or any support at all. I waited 36yrs to have a family cause I wanted to do it right n it be forever but from the night I found out I was pregnant the man I wanted to share my life with n raise a family with has played games n ive found out he's been with someone else.

I don't understand how people can be so cruel. I'm struggling to stay strong for my lil man. His father has taken so much joy from this pregnancy already but I still love him n want to be a family. I know I'm stupid for even thinking about that but what I wanted for my lil man is to have the family he deserves with his mum n dad.

I don't know what to do anymore, his nan phoned me and believes he loves me but for the past 6wks he's done nothing to make me think that is true or ever was...

I'm so scared, I'm living my worst nightmare.

I'm 36yrs old single n prganant. I'm going to be a single mum n i feel like my life n dreams have been destroyed n worst of all I've let my precious lil man down.