I am petrified of giving birth. I'm not even scared of becoming a mother. The fact that this child needs to come out my vagina is horrendous. I don't want my vagina to tear to my butthole and I don't want a c-section because of the stiches and pain that come with after birth. Due in 4 weeks and don't know what to do. wishing I can just go to sleep wake up and have him in my arms with out any vaginal or stomach pains.