When you have one of those very real dreams that make you want to wake up and beat the living crap out of your sleeping husband because in your dream he confesses to cheating on you with some smoking hot redhead that he just can't get over how hot she is. Then after being awake for a few hours you realize that your subconscious is telling you that you have a fear of him only being attracted to the "you" that wasn't pregnant. I hate my self esteem in the last month or two of pregnancy! I love being pregnant and I think my pregnant body is beautiful just not sexy ya know?