In July 2015 I lost my baby at the age of 17. I was broken fell into depression and refused to go to counseling, I never got out on meds or was told I was depressed. I just knew. Things got better after awhile and now every time I get the slightest bit upset about anything I have panic attacks and start bawling to where I can't even breathe. I fall into the same kind of sadness that makes me feel physically sick to where I don't want too do anything with my family. Do I need medicine and counseling? Someone please help me. I haven't said anything to my mom yet about this. I'm only 18...