TTC is hard 😭

Ashley • Mother to 2 beautiful girls.
We're going on month 3 in a few days if I don't get my BFP soon. I honestly never knew how hard it was to get pregnant. My boyfriend is really hoping that I'm pregnant. I'm afraid I'm going to let him down though. My period is due the 30th, I'm not feeling like myself but I don't thinking I'm pregnant.  😔 I know some people it's been longer for them. But I just figure getting pregnant should be an easy natural thing.Â