Okay, I love my boyfriend so much and I wanna have sex with him but I'm scared. It's not the fear of it hurting or it not fell I good or of getting pregnant, it's the fear of it being something I will never be able to get back. He even already has the condoms and he said he doesn't wanna do it if I don't want to and if I'm not 100% sure. I want to lose it to him and I'm 100% sure of that.