break up 😕

Katie • UK🇬🇧anyone needs to talk or needs advice I'm here for you💁🏼❤️
So basically me and my boyfriend broke up. We've. Token up before for abouttwo weeks and then we got back together. Now this time it's been three weeks.  
I saw him yesterday and he asked me was I speaking to anyone else- I said no. 
He was so close to getting back with me but just before he did he found a badoo account tha my college friends had made for me in the hope I'd move on. Admittedly I'd spoken to a guy on there but I haven't been on in a while and I don't intend to as I'm still very in love with my ex. 
However as the whole reason we broke up was because of lies he got really mad at me for lying again. He's said he wants nothing to do with me and all this stuff and I just don't know what to do. 
I have to see him today- that's a long story- but after that he doesn't want to see me again. 
What can I do? I feel like I've blown the only chance I had of us getting back together. 
Sorry that was so long 😞