Just a rant.

I'm gonna miss so many periods from stress. My 11 year old cat is dying. She got sick at the beginning of the month, and it has just progressed. She's breathing badly, as if she was panting. She's throwing up a whole bunch of mucus, has not eating or drank anything in 3 days, I have to take a syringe, and give her water. On top of all that, not much but she has like a siezure or a stroke.

There's mucus coming out of the sides of her mouth. Took her to the vet on the 23rd and they gave her a antibiotic shot and now all that is happening. They told us she has a enlarged heart, that's what making her breathing bad. I don't have a lot of money and there's not much I can do. She's so strong, I'm surprised she's still alive, and I'm happy she is. (She just had a stroke thing). I've been crying so much that I'm pretty sure I have nothing left.

It's unreal that I'm losing my world. I'm gonna be so lost without her. She has a appointment this Saturday, (tomorrow) I really hope she makes it until then. As I sit here at 5am listening to my cat be sick and basically die, tears me up. I love her so much.

UPDATE

So I'm only 15. My mom called the vet and she's having her get put down. But she might get looked at. She's so much worse this morning. Were going at 1:30. I'm so sad and stressed. The second picture is the state she is in now. I'm trying to keep myself together.