I'm pregnant and my boyfriend has made it clear he doesn't want a baby yet. Neither do I, but I can't afford an abortion. I live in the south so PP is going to be tricky. It is over an hour away from where I live. How do I tell him/make it a happy occation? I want at least a little happiness before I get rid of the baby one way or another. Abortion or adoption? I really want the baby but if I can't support it. It takes a hella lot more than love to raise a kid and not go bankrupt. I have no family so... abortion seems like the right answer but... I want my baby.