I've always had this fear of connecting with someone and then when I'm at the peak of my love for them, that their emotions will change and I'll be left high and dry. It gets even worse when we hit a rough patch & my anxiety about just spirals out of control. I either get really clingy or really standoffish or even both all within one day. I used to not be like this and I just wish I could relax and be confident that things will happen as they're supposed to happen 😐