So the holidays have been a hard time of year for me emotionally. My 5 year old is intellectually disabled and doesn't understand holidays. She is cognitively an 18 month old. Her receptive language is less than that. My husband and I always go all out on holidays for her with hopes that one day it will all click for her. But now with baby #2 on the way being due December 20 and with my step father passing away last week I'm just emotionally fried. I kindof just want to skip the holidays. I know it sounds selfish but I am just struggling to not giving into my emotions lately. 😢😢😢