hate birth control...

Kelsi
Anybody else hate birth control? I understand why it's there and before any of you start with the hateful comments, no I'm not dumb and no I'm not trying to get pregnant.
I was forced into a termination and  a year later had a miscarriage.
I feel like the miscarrriage was due to what happened first time.
I know birth control can be bad for you and can be believed to cause miscarriages so I'm more scared of affecting my chances way in the future.
The withdrawal method is good and all but he can't really cum inside just incase. I hate birth control but know It has to be used 😩😩