I know I must not be the only one who feels this way... sometimes it's hard to feel happy for other woman who are getting pregnant. I want to have a child so bad it literally makes me cry, sometimes I feel obsessed. My husband just doesn't understand the emotional toll it takes on me. I have PCOS, not only do I suffer from extreme pain because of it but I have also been told it is highly likely that I am infertile. I see girls that never even had to try or didn't plan on it and they just act like it's nothing. To me getting pregnant would mean the world. I'm trying really hard not to resent but I hate it! I can't even stand to see pregnant women in t.v. anymore. These days it feels like I would give my right arm to be.