Don't get me wrong I want to be so excited for every single person posting their holiday pregnancy announcements on my facebook but with everyone I get more and more sad. After 2 years and 2 miscarriages we just want our rainbow baby. AF is due tomorrow and this month I just know wasn't our month. Next month before my ovulation window is right before we take a month trip home to spend the holidays with family and I'm sure stress will be high since visiting family is usually not as relaxing as I always hope. Ugh 😩 please how can I not stress about it. I just want our baby!!