On thanksgiving me an my boyfriend broke up. We have been together for 2 years and expecting our first child together. But we both have other kids from previous relationships. Of course his kids come over on schedule weekends but I had noticed the differences in the parenting when they are here with my kids and his. I tried to talk to him about it and we got into an argument so it came to the point to were I felt like I had to defend my kids every time because of the way they were being treated. To sum it up I am hurt having mixed emotions because here I am pregnant I can't stop crying don't want my kids to see me this way but this is very hard. I barley been eating and drinking fluids I know I have to do better for my unborn baby. But this is hard ugh I just wanted to vent to you guys...