suggestions?? 🤔

Sa
I just need someone to talk about this too and I know I can talk to my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> friends. 
So here it is... i know it's wrong, but lately I've been staying with my ex and watching his kids. Cause I'm still in love with him. But I haven't talked to him about rekindling the old flame 🔥. His all I think about... I'm just kinda scared that his gonna reject it and just say be friends. When we're together we act like a couple. I've been down for him for a year and 5 months.. 
(Bms know about me) 
So <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> friends what should I do?? Have y'all ever experienced anything like this??