So many emotions

The other day I got a notification from Glow that we had been trying to conceive for 8 months already. It was tough to see that because I got pregnant in April the first month of trying.  We were so happy even with all of the morning sickness. We went for our first ultrasound at almost 9 weeks when we saw the baby had not progressed past 6 weeks. From that point, it was a long road. When I was about 12 weeks, i had to have a D&C done because the baby had not passed naturally and I was still so sick with morning sickness. Once I had the procedure, there was no closure. Months after I still had HCG levels left over and not knowing, i kept thinking we had successfully conceived our rainbow baby. Only to find out, the test were just picking up left over levels. It was heart breaking. We decided to take a break and stop trying for a bit. We went to a friends baby shower this weekend and she was telling us that she's due in January, which was hard to hear because I was supposed to be due two weeks before her. I was a day or two late but didn't think anything of it. I kept having dreams that night that I was getting positive test results and negative ones. Sunday morning I woke up and decided to take a test and it was positive! I ran to Walgreens and bought another one and it was positive too! We are expecting our rainbow baby August 4th, 2017 😭😃❤️️