I'm super depressed and don't know what to do .I have no friends and my boyfriend stresses me out all the time .I don't know what to do just want to

give up on life. I walk with a beautiful smile everyday but I'm deeply sad and lonely. I'm super insecure and have trust issue .I'm very beautiful so I have heard from alot of people but I don't feel beautiful I hate alot of things and I see so much I want to change.sigh Thanx for listening .Please don't be mean with ur comments