TTC !!!!

I am 22 we have been TTC for 4 months I can't believe it hasn't happened to me yet , I wasn't aware of how difficult and draining this process is , As I watch those who 'don't plan it' happen so quickly ? I often think about those who have spent years trying and how it affects there life ! I am due AF tommorow and I have had cramps for about 2 weeks.. today it is more sharp pains in both my sides . I am dreading seeing AF come as I don't feel any different this month to any other to feel I may be pregnant 😑 don't no whether to test now or just wait and see how God plans my path ,sending baby dust to all who feel it's not going their way 😘