bipolar :( no one understand how much it affects me. none of my friends or my boyfriend understand they don't think it's a big deal but it is they don't see what I have to go through 😔

My mum has bipolar and she always has to stop taking her tablets and gets ill right before Christmas all the time just ruins it. She always ends up in hospital for Christmas I don't know why she does it. Makes me so down why can't she keep taking her tablets for her children, it's not fair. 😔
Sorry for venting.Â