I am almost exactly 10 months PP. I have a diagnosis of Severe Panic and Anxiety Disorders, but I was also diagnosed with Post Partum Anxiety. I just really don't know what to do. I've lost three family members in six months, I'm a student, a wife, a mumma a fur mumma and I bust my ass and still have issues. I feel like I'm not connected enough to our daughter. I feel like she favors daddy and could care less about mommy. I still have 70lbs of pregnancy weight to lose. I hate my body. I drink more than I probably should and when I'm home alone I could literally sleep or lay in my bed ALL DAY LONG. I don't know what to do. I just know I hate feeling like this and I kind of hate myself right now. Any and all advice would be so appreciated..