I've been with my little one for a week and I've loved it but at times where I wanna give up and fall asleep because it's 3 am and daddy can't wake up because I'm breastfeeding, it gets frustrating. I love my baby to death and she means everything to me. I think that's what scares me, I'm scared that I won't know what's wrong with her or I won't know what to do, and fail her. I'm so scared to mess up because she's my little girl... when I delivered early at 3 weeks the first two days I cried uncontrollably because I was so disappointed, because of me she came out early.  If anything happened to her I felt like it would've been my fault and it's been a little tough but my husband helped me a lot and I know now it wasn't my fault she came out early. There was nothing I could've done. Does anyone else feel this self inflected pressure that whatever happens to your baby it's on you and only you?