I just gave birth on the 17th and since the moment we left the hospital I have been having bad postpartum depression mixed with baby blues. I worry over everything! My main worry is my health. I had swelling in my ankle (after birth water retention) and I thought I had a blood clot. I seen something in my eye and now I think I'm going to go blind. I worry over baby and his breathing even though we've been told he is just fine and healthy. I cry when I think of my SO because I am afraid to be alone (he's around he just has to work 9-5.) everything sucks. My Dr. knows and I've been taking Zoloft prior to then slowed down to almost to a stop during pregnancy and now I'm back on it fully for almost two weeks. I rarely get a "normal" day maybe 2 since I've been home on the 19th. I really hope that this goes away so that I can be myself again. I don't think I had this during my first pregnancy, if I did it wasn't this bad. Anyone else going through this right now? What are some of your biggest worries?