SO.. left me on thanksgiving, we've been sleeping in the same bed untill i moved out today. It hasn't rained in 47 days and the one day I have to move all my shit myself it poors the whole day.

I did way more lifting then I should and haven't felt the baby move much if at all today. Im worried I over did it. Im also bleeding old blood I have a doctor apt in the morning but im having a hard time sleep.

I'm just worried about the baby, haven't slept alone In years I wanted to call my ex SO tell him im freaking out.. but what's the point. Praying I can fall asleep and hear my sweet baby heart tomorrow.