I want a baby so bad but I am a senior in high school and know I will ruin my life if I don't wait until I am 25 or so. My school says that there is a good chance I will not go to college and my boyfriend is struggling to get his associates. All the facts point to I won't have a baby, due to stress, age, experience, and financial struggle, but will I ever? Ever since I was 9 all I wanted was to be a mother. I see all the mothers on here and it makes me to jealous