sex w meaning..

so i've been w my boyfriend for about 3 years & we've had sex before but it was more like fucking.. if you know what i mean.  so today we had sex but it was different, we both realized it. it was love. we both love each other very much but i feel like.. well idk how i feel. i just feel emotional because it made us realize even more that we love each other. i probably sound like a little girl lol, but you just know it was love. i feel like it was my first time ever or something lol. idk i just have butterflies & i've just never felt like this before. i'm not saying sex for us wasn't important or anything but THIS was just like real lol idk how else to explain it. idk how to explain anything but i just know we love each other very much. 

are we crazy or has anyone felt like this too?