I need help ladies! Im falling apart!

So for the last 6 weeks we have been ttc. But it seems every other week he starts to flip flop on wanting one. He also has Glow on his phone, so he can track everything as well. This weekend is my ovulation week and he said hes too sick. What the heck?? Then why get my hopes up? He knows how bad i want to be a mommy. What a beautiful experience. After two other miscarriages abd a still birth, i am ready to try again. How do i ger him either fully on board? I almost need this to know i can sucessfully have a healthy baby. I just need him to ger on the same page. Has anyone experienced this? If so how did you handle it? Soneone please help me! Ive been asking for help through the boards and nobody has responded.