So I just recently moved out of my bf's house So I moved in with my sister and got a job immediately bc I had connections. I thought it would be for the best.. But now I kinda regret it.

So for one, the job is not for me.

For two, my living situations are now shit.

I didn't have much time to make my decision and my sister was the first person to respond so thats one thing I regret.. Not thinking about where I was going.

I guess I just feel sad because I'm so disconnected from what I knew just like a month or two ago. My bf and I still see each other when we can, and there are like at least 5 people in this house at a time.. Idk why I feel so lonely and shitty. I work as a waitress at a popular bar and I honestly feel like breaking down every night because well, I'm not waitress material. Everyone says they understand my situation is pretty weird and moving would be smart. But the only other place I can think of is with my aunt and I need a job before I move in with her sooo I'm praying that by the end of this month things will be different. I've been homeless before and I honestly feel like I am again. Yeah I have shelter but no place to really sleep, plus I'm working long nights and getting back here after working that stressful job like it's just tearing me down. I have probably been in worse situations but I felt like I needed to rant. I just wish this month was over and things were different.