FTM 2 months PP...really want to be pregnant again...

🐚Shimmering • Lucian was born 10/5/26 @ 1:29 am!
Don't judge me. I had my son just about 2 months ago. I have had thoughts of wanting to be pregnant again. I miss it. Yeah a newborn is tough but I can't not think about wanting another on the way. 
Any other PP mommies have these urges?  I'm on birth control shots already so yeah....
I just wanna know I'm not alone in these thoughts......