little rant of anxiety (sorry)

Kate • 🦄🌺🌻🌼🏵🔮🌙
I am so anxious, this weekend is the "fertile window" for me on glow but on <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> it says I have 9 days until. I don't want to go out and buy an opk (because I spent all last month peeing on things) but nonetheless I'm pretty sure we will try on both occasions.....I just really want it to happen (and to know) before Christmas 😫