Is this a dream?

I got a very very light line on Dec 1st and it's gotten darker and darker every day. Today it's as dark as its gonna get ♡ This is such an amazing christmas gift after 8 months of trying and I'm pretty sure a early miscarrage last month. I can't wait to tell my family on Christmas. I'm already crying I kno I'm gonna lose it 😢 I still feel like I am in a dream. I'm finally gonna be a mommy 👶