Hi all...

So im previously a glow user, although ive been m.i.a for abit due to pregnancy loss, stress and doing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>.

Hubby and i have been trying for about 3.5yrs now for #3, we have been successful and then mc at different times in the 1st trimester...and i couldnt handle having glow as a reminder that it ended. It was made worse and i got depression early sep this yr after we did our 1st <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> round in aug and everything was great, bloods were high and there was no confusing the bright bfp for a bfn on the hpts....that was until the wkend after my last bloods....and then the bleeding started...i knew straight away what was happening. Hubby and i were gutted and it was made worse by my girlfriend telling me she was pregnant on the day i mc. Timing wasnt great and while i tried be happy for her its been a reminder of where i would have been at each wk etc....we had our fet all sorted until the day of and being told that all embryos didnt survive the thawing process. Talk about another punch in the guts....i couldnt handle stuff...i was a mess. We kept trying month after month.....

fast forward to today....and.......

IM PREGNANT!!! without any fertility help, all on our own. Im still so in shock, i did the test at the clinic and the nurse said it was neg so i got disheartened yet again...until the dr came in for a different reason (i wasnt even there for a pregnancy test) and it was bright as day!!! We are beyond excited yet very scared as it the last 4 have ended in a mc!!! So EDD: 8/8/2017, which would make me 4wks 6days...af was due on the 1st dec but after everything ive stopped testing as i hated seeing only 1 line...but thats definitely a BFP. I pray so much that this little 1 sticks and i have a healthy baby.