Drugs.

Okay, I have to vent. Me and my mom used to be so close. Like BF. I got pregnant 2 years ago, and our relationship just kinda faded after I had to move out to be with my now husband. Her ex got out of prison and she was in love with him, but he remarried because she couldn't act right and that also kinda drove her mad. Now she is on drugs and looks terrible and barely talks to me. Or anyone. All us kids have tried talking to her and it doesn't work. I know she has depression and anxiety on top of a drug problem.. I'm just so worried I'm gonna get a call that my momma is dead and it breaks my heart because I love her so much, she is my mother and I'll never disown her but it's just so hard seeing her slowly kill herself like this. She won't get help and it's devastating to see my BF turn into such a stranger because of drugs. Sorry for the vent, but sometimes I just feel so broken that it almost gets unbearable. 😪😪