I want to be engaged 😩😭

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long story short I was joining the military well had plans to until my bf I've been off and on with for 7 years came back into my life, we always discussed having kids but he understood I wanted to be married first, but since I was headed off to the military I CAVED in on the idea for a baby with the promise of a marriage or engagement soon, NOW I'm almost 8 months pregnant with everything on hold and STILL no engagement, I don't regret my child but I do still want to know if I'm waiting for nothing 😟😰 anybody felt like this before or am I just panicking 🤔