Breastfeeding and having bad anxiety

Vivian
Soooooo I don't know where to begin. Since I started nursing I would get waves of anxiety. I'm 3 months pp. I would sometimes get anxiety even while not nursing. It's even got to the point I started getting muscle spasms. Sometimes I'd get these episodes of panic over something like spilled milk. Please, tell me I'm not the only dealing with some thing like this. I'm curled up in bed right now cry and wanting my Mom whom I haven't spoken to in almost 4yrs, because she's the only one who knows what it's like. My husband thinks I'm just wanting attention and it's all in my head. I want this feeling of anxiety over with. I want to stop nursing but I don't want to take something that's supposed to be good for her away.