are theses signs of abuse or am i overreacting

I recently had a baby 2 weeks and 3 days ago. My fiancé decided to take it opportunity to bend me over the end of bed forcefully and touch me even no I said no and tried movijg but he had me pinned till he finished "teasing" is what he calls it. I can't even look at him. Than he threw me on the bed and cranked open my legs that i had Fermly shut and even after I said stop he didn't even after I tried pushing him away he didn't stop and he pinned me down with his body than flipped me onto my stomach forcefully and sat on me to make sure I couldn't get up well he kissed my back than flipped me back over and pinned me again forcefully opening my legs and dragging his fingernails/ fingertips down my upper thigh to my knees leaving big swollen red scratches. I laid there after in tears trying to count away the pain as the sting lingered around and didn't go away for a good 30 minutes. He kissed my cheek and said I love you but I wouldn't look st him and mumbled I love you too. Is this abuse or am I overreacting. I kept telling him not but he wouldn't listen and he kept pinning me down.