emotional and broken

Elena
TTC for 8 month with PCOS. Husband is away for work quite a lot lately and I'm feeling heart broken and lonely with no emotional support at all.... We moved interstate earlier this year and it's hard for me to make close friends so quickly to be able to share my feelings. Trying to cope with PCOS just on my own is so fucking hard!! Especially when Dear Husband asks if we're pregnant yet ....and I keep saying no and giving him tons of reasons why it didn't happen this month again with a smile on my face. Negative thoughts come to my mind more and more often, I can brake into tears in just seconds and cry for hours... I try to focus on work and other aspects of life but when you see everyone getting pregnant and having babies it's just impossible not to think about it! Can't deal with it anymore and don't know what to do ....